Do people watch actors and, because of the talent they observe, they sort of "spiritualize" them, believing that if they can pretend to be people who think, feel, behave in a different way than their actual personalities, that must mean they live in a transcendent state of Mind and do not share any of the dramas experienced by their characters? Even those who cross to the other Side don't change overnight, they just become capable of finding the real Difference, step by step, day by day.
Idolaters are always people of low self-esteem. But who isn't and who can find a satisfactory answer to the problem without getting into Him? When the idolater happens to become the idol, no matter how much unwholesome admiration he or she gets, nothing really changes. That's why you remain Helpless, even surrounded by a multitude of other unrepentant fools focused on you. In most cases, does "fame" happen by accident or do people "work" to make it happen?
Trinity recalled, "I oil can't, in this cheap and old babacar".
It's best you go Out there and get drenched in the Rain.