Have you ever stopped to think about why the Psalm 73's writer was feeling that low envy he shouldn't be having?
That explosive magic Moment, of deep immersion in Grace in which you feel good in a real Way the world cannot, seeing so much Life flowing within from the Emotion, does not come without the development of the Conversation. Once you feel the Thing, you need to hold onto the Memory tightly, because you're going to keep feeling different from those seeking lies, but not always so intensely. The Memory contains the knowledge of how it was before the fall, when everything had Purpose, making you understand that even something as simple as tasting a candy was supposed to be a means to experience the only God.
In verse 25, when he expresses his return to the focus he had lost on the only Good, he admits he ended up having an idolatrous desire, which led him to think and feel for a moment like "men", believing in the "difference" that fools with many "goods" can experience. Therefore, by beholding their way and distracting himself from the hunger and thirst for the Truth, he fell asleep and got blind to all the darkness and selfishness in the "life" he had begun regarding as "better" than his. Then, as he is reconnected to the Reason, he becomes capable of seeing their road's end and is convinced that that "progress" is not really desirable.
If you stop the Conversation, you run the risk of starting another with the liar, becoming unable to reason correctly.
Stay 🤪.
