"So then every one of us shall give account of himself to God."
After having used your talent to serve your "self", after all the applause and money you made, when the time comes to depart from the fallen nature and be alone before Him, what will be found in your account on the other Side? Credit or debt?
I don't have faith to "live" like those people do. I have been smelling their "fear" for fifteen years and thinking about how they trust it can keep them "safe". Safe from what? From pain. People who live for them "selves" are cowards, and they just can't leave the "comfort" they have found in Egypt for the real Treasure, because they know that even if they find It and make it to the other Side, there would still be an inner desert to deal with and Way harder battles than those one faces to seek and keep "success".
Can you, after saying a wholehearted prayer and receiving the Holy Ghost, fail to take the second step and do what you must to buy the Field and start exploring It? Yes, you'd still have free will to go back to your enslaved state. Is it rare? No, it's more common than you "think". They take a step back for the same "reason" the others don't take the first One: they're unable to believe they don't need any "thing" more, turn time into Wisdom and embrace the Love that enables one to stay in the Hardship come what may.
The pharaohs are afraid of the inevitable. Their "wealth" and their "fame" are gonna die with them; no "peace" will remain. The emptiness they're running away from the whole time looking for big "things" out there, those "nice" distractions to surround them "selves" with, is the only destination they're running to. Don't you believe in the Source? I do. And not like those who don't search for any Thing in It, the happy fools with a "religion", many "dreams" and no Difference from the rest who work for no Justice.
I'd rather be "alone" on my flying Bench than give in to the "opportunities" the other guy opens unto unrepentant idolaters. I don't receive messages from the same side, unless there is some wish to be Where I am. When there's also hesitation, though, I obviously suspect of division, of waiting to see the "change" the person may still be longing for more than that of character. It's useless to "hope" for that; even if right now I had out there the same that the "richest" ones have, a fool wouldn't see me in the Cloud, but I'd see him and his "motivation".
I'm still fighting like a real warrior should, believing that I don't need no "help" from within the system; I have the unbreakable Auto in me moving me every day towards the real Objective in the Lot. What does the world know about this type of Construction? That's why a pupil needs the Engineer only, paying close attention to what the Teacher says, in order not to end up deceived by "engineers"; the real ones need lots of Wisdom to build, not money. Do you know any, whose discourse is about you making money and giving him, to "help" him and, in turn, have "Help"?
